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Showing posts with label reflection. Show all posts
Showing posts with label reflection. Show all posts

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Transatlanticism


I was counting down the hours until I took off to the skies.

The terminals and runways merge into one time and time again.
You find sanctuary in the clouds,
and solace by the sun.
So, I close off for comfort as I could walk for miles and miles;
and never reach my destination.

I sleep on my side without the safety of your arms.

The pavements no longer crunch,
And the leaves no longer fall.
The expanse of flatness we walked over, over and over,
Changes to tower over me instead.
And it casts a shadow that echoes in my head.

I attempt to make familiar feeling of this foreign scene.

Winter’s chill keeps my chest warm,
And five past sets me on fire.
Tangled in the duvets,
Gazing out the window.
The moon marks the nights we spent staring at the same starry skies that are now empty to me.

I am not a writer but I feel like you deserve some words from me.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Liveblogging Twilight from a Module Screening


10.01am: Wander in late during Bella’s monologue. Rosy groans “Why are we watching this”
10.04am: NICE WEAVE, JACOB
10.06am: Bella cruelly beats up some kid with a ball, Kristen Stewart attempts showing remorse
10.07am: Jack’s “oh my god!” as Anna Kendrick comes on screen
10.08am: dramatic music starts. Something big is clearly happening
10.08am: Bunch of lookalike models all dramatically walk in, in slo-mo

10.09am: Footface enters the building
10.10am: they all stare creepily at Bella
10.10am: If Edward was looking at me like that I’d cry that’s terrifying
10.10am: a fucking fan is blowing her hair
10.10am: Edward pulls the world’s biggest derp face, puts hand over mouth as if he is going to be VIOLENTLY ILL ALL OVER BELLA
10.11am: Bella checks to see if she smells
10.11am: Montage of the teacher teaching and Edward looking in a mix of looking like he’s about to vomit and/or jizz himself.
10.11am: Edward is really being very rude and Kristen Stewart is trying to portray Bella trying hard not to cry but doing a very poor job (as usual)

10.14am: Emmett standing up in the car like some kind of hood rat
10.15am: the one “proof” that Bella is clumsy as she falls over. Kristen Stewart has absolutely no facial change.
10.17am: Edward makes least charming, most awkward introduction ever.
10.18am: Bella doesn’t like ‘cold wet things’
10.19am: So many close-ups of Edward’s face I am beginning to feel super uncomfortable.
10.19am: Rosy: ‘She thinks he’s sexy’
10.21am: Edward foils a car’s attempt to assassinate Bella. Kristen Stewart still portrays absolutely no emotion.
10.22am – 10.25am : Bella and Edward have some kind of awkward debate over his heroic antics. They have absolutely no chemistry.

10.25am: Edward is watching Bella while she sleeps THAT IS NOT NORMAL IN ANY UNIVERSE YOU JUST DON’T DO THAT.
10.26am: Mike is quite adorable she should just date him so we don’t have to deal with sulkypants sulking in the background and all the drama he brings.
10.28am: Edward sassily scolds Bella like the incompetent child she is. ‘Why don’t you at least look where you walk?!’
10.31am: Edward dropping hints like bombs, tries to sound dark and mysterious. Comes across as a twat.

10.32am: Bella, world’s biggest hypocrite, talks about ‘strong, independent women.’ The world collectively groans.
10.33am: Outburst of laughter from Sophie during ‘The cullens don’t come here.’
10.35am: Here come the shitty slowmo special effects showing their ‘powers’
10.38am: Special snowflake not into dresses and girly things.
10.39am: Attempted gangrape of Bella. Kristen Stewart doesn’t quite manage to convey fear.
10.39am: The attempted rapists can feel Edward’s BLOODLUST. They back off promptly and he engages in reckless driving.
10.41am: Edward’s ‘charming voice’ sounds like mashed potatoes.

10.43am: “But you…nothing.” Rosy: “Because she doesn’t have anything.”
10.50am: Camera attempts to make us dizzy as Bella reaches the staggering and unexpected realization that Edward is INDEED A VAMPIRE.
10.51am: Laughter as Edward yanks bella onto his back and does some kind of slobbish sprint.
10.52am: Edward walks into the sunlight, glitters like a discoball. Jack: “He’s fabulous” Rosy: “He looks really wet.”
10.53am: Edward runs around the forest and breaks shit, whines about being a predator.

10.54am: “I’ve never wanted a human’s blood so much in my life.” “I trust you.” Vom. Bella you fucking idiot.
10.56am: Romantically lying on the grass, staring at each other as camera spins round and round.
10.58am: Bella’s description of Edward just makes him sound like a giant mosquito.
10.59am: Sepia flashback sequence where Carlisle passionately gives Edward a hickey.
11.02am: (Tweet from Jack) ‘I think Kirsten Stewart is a great actor. She taps into emotions I didn't even know existed.’
11.06am: Jack and Sophie both cough. Jack: “COUGH BUDDIES!”
11.07am: Bella: “No bed?” Edward: “No, I don’t sleep.” Rosy: “That’s not what she was thinking.”
11.08am: Edward listens to Debussey. He is clearly so cultured.
11.09am: Sophie splutters in an attempt to hold in a laugh at Bella’s ‘I can’t dance.’
11.09am: Jack erupts into laughter as Edward grips Bella on his back and runs around the forest like a loony.
11.11am: Bella lies on the sofa. PAINT ME LIKE ONE OF YOUR FRENCH GIRLS, EDWARD.

11.12am: Stephenie’s moment of stardom, she grins to herself as she drinks her coffee.
11.15am: Whole room groans at “I like watching you sleep.” Jack: “yuck!”
11.16am: Bella gets too frisky. Edward is ‘stronger than he thought.’
11.19am: Forgot about this awful baseball scene
11.20am: FAMILY FUN TIME
11.21am: James and his models strut in.
11.24am: James wants to eat Bella and the two teams of vampires stand and hiss menacingly at each other.
11.29am: Cullens GEAR UP FOR WAR.
11.32am: Montage sequence – James sniffs things, gets angry, Alice has a vision and draws things.
11.35am: Bella goes off and her own and fails miserably at basically everything from now on.
11.37am: James starts to direct his snuff film.
11.39am: Bella starts to get crazy vampire spasms – Kristen Stewart flails around like a fish and pulls awkward faces.
11.39am: The rest of the gang arrive and Alice rips james’ head off whilst Edward just cries and almost kills Bella BECAUSE SHE JUST TASTES SO DAMN GOOD APPARENTLY.
11.42am: Shockingly edited montage depicting their ‘relationship’ and what she means to him.
11.48am: Jacob and Edward have an awkward, hostile confrontation. Me and Rosy both hiss.
11.55am: Mike’s extreme disapproval at radiohead being used as the credits start to roll. We all all severely relieved.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

This Deadbeat Summer

Apologising here for this shall be a very, very, jumbled post. There are writings from several different times and I just think I'm going to make it easy for all and post one entry instead of like a million.

A month 28 days  NOW IT'S 21 DAYS 'til I touchdown at Heathrow, then a few more hours until I'm back in the slightly familiar, but less familiar territory of Leamington Spa.

Not going to lie, this summer is dragging on even longer than the last, which I thought was the longest thing ever. It had reached the point where I was forcing myself so hard just to do something and dragging myself around like some sad zombie. Lately, I've been waking up, going to work, coming back and just sleeping and watching films until I have to go out for the night. And if I don't have to go out for the night, I just continue doing nothing. Time-passing is a really boring activity.

A few notes and distinctions that I have made concerning this time last year:

August 20th was the date Portia left last year - no, I am not freakishly obsessive about her, it's just I checked the last blog entry, - whilst Lucinda, my summer visitor for 2k12, hasn't even arrived yet, and won't until the 24th. It'll be nice showing her around again and showing her this metropolitan hell hole I call home. Like Portia, I don't know how well she'll be equipped to the heat (I've lived here 17 years and struggle to not melt into a pathetic puddle on the sidewalk)

Last year, I was excited to leave to leave this behind and start 'afresh' as it were, on almost the other side of the world. I wanted to meet new people and see new places and live independently and I was determined to have a really, really good year.

As a result of that (a.k.a, I did,) now I want to go back to that. I've left behind the familiar places, the feeling of living independently - the amount of times I leave the house without saying anything just because I'm used to it is ridiculous - and the people.

It's now this really strange thing - my friends don't live a few doors down, or a short walk away from me. It's also a different group of friends - I love them just as much, but there are those moments when something striking reminds me of someone and I want to tell them or show them, and then remember they're not actually physically present with me, or even in close proximity.

I suppose it is really a case of I miss there when I'm here and here when I'm there.

Now, time to update on a few work tales. I've been working every day so I've got quite a few stories. Children are funny ones, aren't they? Chinese children even more so perhaps - some of these kids do lessons a few hours a day with ME; can't imagine what their other extracurriculars are. Anyway, here some some of the high/low lights:

I've had to sing the ABC's about three hundred million times because the youngest class of 2 year olds - who can barely speak chinese let alone english -  insist I join in every time they sing and they sing it a lot.

I have met the devil. He currently walks the earth in the form of a 4 year old girl who wears frilly dresses and pigtails. I may have kind of under my breath called her a bitch after she made one of the sweetest little boys cry.

I'm losing my voice from playing this stupid game called monster where I have to stomp around and roar at the kids and they think it's the most fun thing ever when it's really not.

Okay, NOW let's see what I've been up to on the front of socialising... apart from work, I'm barely doing much. I usually come home after work and just lie in bed watching a film because I'm so drained by the journey. I've never had to change 3 times on the underground before, urgh. #firstworldtransportproblems. I'm also broke at the moment so going out for meals and stuff just makes me feel bad about spending my parents' money so recently I've literally just been staying at home playing the ukulele at obnoxious hours.
Chris' belated BY 2 YEARS 18th birthday junk on Sunday. Brilliant, except it was 4 days ago and everyone is still burnt and peeling, (thank god for exfoliating) and I think i'm still TIRED from it. Spent the day on a boat in the ocean with drinks and loads of food and good company, even if half of them were hungover.

Went out as well last night from Mikayla & Nicole - from uni - and found basically my entire school in Skitz. Ladies night is free drinks so I stayed there and caught up with the year above, my year, and the year below which was weird. I basically knew the entire room. I hadn't really seen any of them so it was quite nice I suppose.

Finally, Lucinda gets here tomorrow (!!!) for 10 days. Should be fun. Her first time in Asia so it's gonna be such a crazy culture difference. So excited for her, and for me, for all the cute stuff I'm dragging her around and making her do. I should be getting paid for work as well so I'll finally have money. I'm already looking forward to spending it in the two weeks after Lucinda goes whilst I mope around waiting to leave. 

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Don't Take Me Tongue Tied

*Blog should be read listening to The Shins' Australia. Aka my favourite song and the song that should be on everyone's Soundtrack Of Their Summer.


(I) Nights Out - I've been stuck back here in the homeland for two weeks now. Time continues, as ever, to evade any explanation as instead of speeding up when i'm doing loads, it appears to be going slower than ever. The affect of this is that I'm really quite drained because I feel like i'm simultaneously doing everything and nothing at once. This is really getting quite meta here.

I've gone out a few times - of course, my tolerance seems to just get lower and lower, (or maybe it's that plus the mixture of initial giddiness at being home and lasting giddiness of being in the company of a group of my favourite people,) resulting in unintentional wasted nights. Okay, it was three really, but god damn it. $10 vod and $10 jaeger were both bad ideas to be fair. Some high - (low) - lights:

  • Esme (only sober one,) getting a zillion drinks of water at the bar for us drunkards. When the barmaid eventually refused to give any more, all it apparently took was a wasted Selina draping herself over Esme like some kind of wastegash ghoul before the barmaid hurriedly passed over bigger glasses.
  • Me and Liz having a really detailed discussion with a guy we don't know all too well about contraception on the sidewalk outside carnies whilst I'm pretty sure a  few businessmen were listening in on our valuable opinions.
  • Me having to one-up boyf of course. After he sent me a few (adorable) drunk messages, I just had to go and send not only a few non-cute texts but also decided to call him at three in the morning.
  • Having the biggest slice of pizza ever and not quite knowing how to each it and being actually completely flummoxed.
  • Marky popping out of nowhere every seeming two seconds with a new jaeger shot in hand. Every time I saw the test-tube filled with what now is comparable to THE WORST IDEA EVER, my drunken "YAY FREE ALCOHOL" completely stamped on my conscience who was quietly begging me to just go home.
There was also the girls' casual dinner which descended into free cocktails courtesy of Lan Kwai Fong ladies' night and the Long Island Ice Tea which I thought I could handle, and the second $10 vod night I just wasn't even going to go to but did anyway. Tough life, eh.

 
With dearest Lian and Jess fest, both of whom I have missed very much. Asian flush is just working it loud and proud right now in the photo.


  
Awh. We always do this - none of us keep in touch superbly well with each other but whenever we meet up again every few months, it's just instant story exchanging and catching up and it's not awkward and nice. And then we usually all just get fairly drunk.
 The next two are from Ali's birthday, where we went to the Beijing Club and somehow had access to unlimited 6L bottles of Moet Imperial champagne. Nice and expensive as it was, it still gave me a headache a few hours later. (Which I, of course, moaned loads about.)

 

  

(II) - Work & Uni. I've started working as of right now today. I will keep it brief because I know it's not really all that interesting. Teaching kids english. Thus far, I have witnessed a 3 year old girl and a 5 year old boy fight to the death over a blue felt tip, and had 2 girls 'cook' a baby doll in the 'oven' whilst giggling all the time. Well, at least I'm getting some income.

Uni housing is all sorted - I haven't talked about it here because despite rambling on at significant length about myself every entry, I still tend to skip out a lot of details. Basically I'm really excited, and I've also gone completely nuts in the planning of super idealistic events that I'm determined to get perfect. Because I'm a total Americaphile, we're celebrating thanksgiving in our household - and everyone WILL be fucking thankful - as well as holidays from various other cultures. No, it is not a blanket excuse to get drunk as much as possible.

(III) - Really long rambling bit of text you should probably skip unless you're super bored. Basically, right now I've got my lungs miserably fighting off the ridiculous wafts of pollution. The levels are off the charts and my already shitty lungs and struggling even more, especially as I'm now used to much cleaner air. It's ridiculously stuffy and hot and humid and busy and really - the most accurate word to describe this is that I just feel like I'm constantly suffocating outside.

It's just - two weeks? Seriously?! It feels like it's been an age. I've had the most tumultuous term with none of its lows being really too low, and the highs being amazing. Even nights just sitting on my bed with Kathryn and Lucinda making plansplansplans(!) for future adventures that will never actually happen, or bitching with Jordan when I just don't feel like working are being missed. 

Regardless, next year will still be good. I'll have fellow film geek Sophie with me so when I'm not busy coming up with elaborate schemes and re-re-re-re-decorating, week can geek out over lego batman or the latest superhero film to come out (Which is gonna be Man of Steel actually.)

I'm so excited for next year's modules already, which may make me sound like such a loser, but dammit, I love my course. Planning to storm through as many films as I can - and considering my set-up allows me to watch one one computer and internet away on the other, this is a lot - and spend the rest of the time working. Also planning to do more artsy stuff, although right now I'm at such a stuck for any form of motivation.

Plans are junk parties and just general going out and fairylight shopping and I'm making my sister watch Spiderman with me because no one else will. God, my life is so boring.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Summertime Sadness

I literally feel as if I have been kidnapped by my own parents. I’d been told, Thursday was the day we were going to Wales. Therefore, I made the assumption I’d be picked up Thursday to go after having my stuff taken back Wednesday. Long story made short, after my dad flipped out at me for having “so much crap,” I was told I was going to stay at my gran’s that night and that I wasn’t coming back.

It feels weird. I’m being melodramatic (as per usual,) but despite my minor tantrum earlier, it still hasn’t totally sunk in that I’ve left the room and Knightcote and living on campus. That’s it, guys, DONE. Never again will I haunt the green-carpeted, yellow-walled corridors on the way to my room. Never again will I sit bathtub-style in the comfy chairs in the common room chit-chatting about absolute nothings with my hallmates – okay, it sounds like I really have a physical attachment to the place. I assure you, it’s far more emotional.

It’s just – it’s been a long three terms and so much has happened. There’ve been high ups and low downs but overall, it may have been the best year of my life. This has been such a life-changing experience and I’m so glad that there are still another two years to go.

Didn’t actually get to find out my results because of lack of time. Great. To be fair though, I’m not even really caring about anything.

I guess the main thing that’s really irking me is that I wasn’t able to say goodbye properly to a lot of people. I’d left people’s stuff out so I could return it and say goodbye, but with my parents tapping their feet at the door, they were a bit rushed. It was really when Kathryn looked like she was about to cry that I really got myself worked up.  After leaving bits and pieces around for people who weren’t in, I hurriedly returned my keys and then went outside with the last of  my stuff. Was just about to get into the car when I saw Joe, Jacob & Jake walking back from Jin’s so at least I was able to say a very quick bye after I just went “I’M LEAVING NOW.” (Luckily I was with Joe earlier in the day – we’d made plans to get coffee after I’d dropped my stuff off at my gran’s but obviously it turned out I wasn’t even coming back.

Since then, went for dinner with Portia, downloaded bad music and lay in bed feeling sorry for myself. Thought everyone was ignoring my texts but it turns out my gran’s house has the worst network ever and upon going outside, received about 12 in one go.

So this was really just a rant; off to Wales today for the wedding and for just a bit longer before we head back here. I’m too exhausted to work out how I feel. This is so weird.

I’ll update properly again at some point.

Monday, April 30, 2012

In recent time,

My life has gotten relatively strange(r) and more and more like a bad teen drama. I haven't updated. There's a lot to say and it's too much effort to say it.

I have the flu.

Friday, December 30, 2011

COMPULSORY: End of '11!

(Okay WARNING this is actually really long. As in over 4300 words long. I can't even read through the whole thing myself without getting bored so if you actually do you probably deserve a prize or something contact me for more details~~~)

This HAS to be done. It's always done. Even before I had a blog I was doing this, so bear with me. Time to review and look back and ~reflect~ (God, I thought all the self-reflections and evaluations were over once I left high school...) on the year and myself and all that stuff.

In retrospect, 2011 was a really, really good year for me, as well as the one with the most change thus far. (Awful grammar gods accept the previous sentence as an offering...) I have, in this year, moved across the country, met new people, left my hometown behind forever, legally become an adult, taken my life-determining exams, somehow managed to pass them, and tried a whole range of new things, going from trying (and almost failing,) to take a bus in England, to strawberry bubble tea, (also known as my crack because it's the most beautiful thing ever and I would solely exist on it if possible.)

Let's do - and here's the warning that this may be a bit of a long-winded entry - a month by month recap. I'll try and keep it brief.
So it'll still be long.

(This will be even easier now that I keep a blog and can just flick through past entries like some kind of awful cheater because my memory is so shit!)

LAURA PROUDLY PRESENTS: DODGE & BURNS OF 2011
(Just shoot me now, I did just make a Photoshop joke.)

JANUARY
(1) I don't remember what I did for New Year's because I didn't blog about it. I think I just sat at home with a balloon in my room ...

Okay, I found a picture, that's apparently exactly what I did.

It's cause the 1st is my momma's birthday, and since she and my dad usually go out to a party, me and my sis set up a surprise for her when she came back, with balloons and cake and presents. Daughters of the year award.

(2) I don't remember too much of this month. It was quite cold. I walked up to the peak a lot. I remember I walked to the ~super amazing candy store~ and bought loads of candy to take pictures with - I was in my experimental photographer phase okay. Can't believe I'm writing this down as a 'highlight,' of 2011. Can't believe I even kept this in my memory jesus christ my life is so sad.

(3) Blogged about this one but I'd probably remember anyway because it was ridiculous: Skittles vodka night #1

PAISANO'S! Biggest pizzas ever. Still distinctly remember trying to navigate rush-hour MTR with this thing artistically balanced on our heads.


It was actually... a ridiculous amount of alcohol, now that I come to think of it. I have video footage of that night, but that's the closest anyone's going to get with hearing about it :)


FEBRUARY
(1) Cheung Chau trip. Now that I look back on this, it just seems so weird, because this was my first time meeting a lot of these people, and now, I'd spent half my summer with them and have seen them so much since.

I didn't stay overnight, but I remember most of our exploring and shopping. The school building with the faded paint, the church we joked about sending Aubin into. The oranges and bananas in the market and the apple that Megan bought.


The ferry ride back when it was Hong-Kong-Cold, (around 10 degrees,) and watching the shapes the lights made when I took pictures on long shutter.

(2) I remember going to the Flower Market, with all its inflatables and flowers and Chinese New Year glory. I went by myself and took my camera. I didn't buy anything but I looked at all the stalls full of stuff I'll never need. I went by myself, which was a first, as I usually go with Ali. I remember briefly that I had to pick something up, and just thought I'd continue on and go into the very crowded flower market. I probably got very frustrated with the crowd, but I don't remember that now.

(3) There was Chinese New Year, which is usually in February - although it's early 2012 and is late January, apparently. We went to Hollywood Plaza in Diamond Hill to have lunch with the relatives and I made my sister watch the Lion Dance for a bit because I knew it'd be the last one I'd see properly for a while.

We went to Lamma with all the father's rugby friends as we usually do. I took off by myself and took loads of photos and lost my ipod and then came home and edited my photos black and white so they would match my traumatized soul.



(4) February - and a lot of March - had me so preoccupied with my film. I remember stressing and writing angry Tumblr posts and literally almost pulling my hair out. Planning and storyboarding and sitting on the grass downstairs filming and staying up late - not that I don't do that anyway, - just editing and putting everything together.

MARCH
(1) Okay the big one here was when I went gallavanting off to England for my interview with Warwick - OH, THOSE MEMORIES, - which is amusing to me whenever I read the blog post, because I remember fretting and falling in love with the campus and wow, weird, I'm there now. In fact, half my blog posts this year contained some form of concerned or excited thought about uni, and how I was worried my expectations were too high and whatnot.



(2) We finally had our school's fashion show - I did the graphics and stuff remember - which was a pretty fun night. For me at least, since all my work was done so I just spent half the time backstage bothering the models and chilling with the photographers.


Here's the stage. WOW this brings back memories hehe.

(3) I got my offer from Warwick and spent ages faffing around that and planning out all combinations of my predicted grades to see if I'd be able to achieve it slash planning out how hard I'd have to work.

(4) Rugby 7s! Remember when I was a cat because yeah I was.
This year was okay... I skipped Saturday - took me a while to figure out why I couldn't remember Saturday - and went Sunday instead after Friday turned out disappointing. I dunno, not much to say - it's almost the same most years. I like fireworks.



(4) I think we had our last day of school here too? Sometime around here. We sat in the assembly hall and it was actually quite nice and chilled and we ate lots of food and everyone talked about how much they'd miss school and everyone except for me because I hated school and everyone and I still do and don't really miss them.

APRIL
(1) Man... I can't find anything here for April. April was pretty much study leave. I did some studying. I did a lot of not-studying.

(2) Speaking of which: I beat Final Fantasy XIII here SHUT UP, IT'S A SIGNIFICANT EVENT TO ME, and I ended up wandering around in a state of sadness for maybe two weeks because I didn't know what to do with my life after the depressing ending. If I had a dollar for every time I got too emotionally attached to fictional storylines, I would have enough money to get the psychiatric help I clearly need.

(3) I think I also replayed all of the Ace Attorney series which probably didn't help even more. I remember being quite depressed in April and this is probably why.

MAY
(1) I had my exams!! This was a dark and depressing time in my life (year,) because I realised that if I mucked up I was mucking up the rest of my life etc. That fact still didn't help me study, perhaps due to the fact I have the attention span of a ferret on meth and had just spent a whole month doing nothing in particular and therefore had become accustomed to that.

(2) This isn't too significant but man I love these photos. Lizzy's mom's bday dinner at Dharma Den when we decided to be all cute and hippie-ish but not really.


(3) We had our dinnerdance - like prom - and I'm not really even going to bother updating on that because blah blah it was mediocre kinda fun after never have to see these people again a great celebration and so on.

JUNE
(1) June was an exciting month full of many trips!! Technically schools were out yet so we had the nice freedom of being free whilst other people weren't. First up, went to the happiest place on Earth on the ugliest day on Earth!

It actually got really nice and ugh I just remember this being such a perfect day!! It was busy-ish and hot but we danced around and the lines weren't long (Space Mountain 4 times, was it?) and how we fangirled over Tarzan in the Golden Mickeys and sang along to the Lion King...



(2) We "camped," (appropriately enclosed within quotation marks because we slept inside due to threat of rain,) at Allira's house way out in Sai Kung. This was with a crowd I didn't know massively well, but it was still freaking brilliant. We went on a midnight excursion up the mountain, (and consequently lost the drunk bunch,) light painted, scared ourselves, fought over sleeping arrangements, (remember when Hamish slept in the dog bed because I do,) went for swims, and had dance-offs in her backyard.


(3) Macau (Trip 1, because there were 2 this summer,) with our Friendly Neighbourhood Magician Anson, Roman, Esme, and Tom. I'd met Roman once before - at Allira's - and we'd both never met Tom - who we ended up sharing our room with in a bizarre turn of events. Free (upgraded to suite~) rooms and late night wanderings. We braved the casinos, the streets, and room service at 4 in the morning whilst watching a documentary about sharks.



(4) Went to visit a waterfall! We clambered up a mountain - okay fine, it took like 10 minutes, - and then went over rocks and marveled at the view, and then spent the rest of the hot day chilling in the cool water. We also had rainbow cake. And I should probably mention the alcohol, ruining the idea of an innocent waterfall trip but um it was just beers and Lian made a can explode by throwing it at the waterfall.




JULY
(1) RESULTS. July 6th, I'll always remember that day because it was the most terrifying day of my life thus far. I was actually sick from about July 2nd onwards because I'd anxiety'd myself into getting ill. Bed rest for nervousness, that was a bit depressing. I also planned out my entire day so I wouldn't be sitting at home just waiting, and it turned out I had to because the results were an hour late because the server crashed. When they came out and I was both happy (UNIVERSITY, YAY!) and disappointed (Could've done better,) and then we all went out and celebrated although some people were probably drowning their sorrows, which was a bit of a buzzkill.

(2) Went to Thailand with the family which was nice at first, but then got boring after a while. I've realised, as I tend to get bored after a while in every place I go to, that it's really just me and my shitty attention span. There were loads of beaches - which inspired my quite well read
Why I Hate The Beach article.

Wandered the night markets on the streets half the night, waved at the Ladyboys, ate at seafood restaurants on piers, bought fairylights - god, the obsession started here I see - and learned to rap Nicki Minaj songs with my sister whenever the internet went down.


Ran around a massive, gorgeous golf course we were staying on. Took pictures in the grass and ran from golf carts. Almost drowned in the pool from laughing too hard and almost killed each other fighting over the laptop charger.

I wrote a lot of articles.

(2) Watched the final Harry Potter - okay, this series has been with me for a decade of my life so FUCK YOU if you're judging me for including this... don't have much to say on the subject that I haven't already said. Such a good viewing experience. Shall never forget that cinema, NOR the hour we spent looking for our parents who seemed to have forgotten the important part about letting your kids know where you are in a foreign country.

(3) Went to Vietnam. Still can't believe I survived it because crossing the road is the scariest thing ever. When I say 'When I was in 'nam,' as a reference, I mean it, because I was quite convinced I was going to die on those roads.


This isn't even Vietnam, it's Bangkok, where we went afterwards (because of the flight from Bangkok to Hong Kong to get home,) but I don't need to write about Bangkok by itself because i'm too lazy to press enter and write (4) so I'll just say: complained when mom and sister took me shopping and went on the skytrain and ate food and lay on the floor in our hotel room and whined.

AUGUST
(Dear god, I wrote 15 blog entries in August. How or why?)

(1) Went out loads this month... they've all sort of collapsed into one big night though, and I can't really separate them all - this is not, I swear, a side effect of drinking too much. It's actually just my shit memory when it comes to chronological separation... - we went all around Lan Kwai and Wan Chai and practically lived in Carnegies.

(2) Esme's birthday! Of course I remember this - I'd spent almost 15 hours making her birthday book, I better freaking remember. We went paint balling and I was able to throw in some Metal Gear Solid and do a few tuck and rolls, because I'm clearly just a really cool person...


We went to have the most amazing Mexican food ever at Coyote's - I had cheese quesadillas, BAM, they were that good that I still remember... I mean the fact that I have the same thing everytime clearly isn't a factor here - and then went out. I remember - okay, no I don't, but it says so in my entry on this and that's jogged my memory - being rejected from Carnegies and then sulking but I still stayed out blah blah.

(3) Photoshoot with Sav!!! This was an adorable day because we went and bought props for our photoshoot and FRUIT. And then we turned the fruit into fruit salad and watched half of A Bug's Life...





(4) Dear English Friend Portia came to visit this little hellhole I call home, (I'm kidding... that was affectionate... sort of.) She loved it and we got to play tourist which was really fun. This place really is like no other place on Earth, so I do have this strange sense of hometown glory when it comes to showing people around.


Especially when you see shit like this all the time. ~hourly hotels oOoOOoo~

We went out a few times - most notable is the very first night when Portia, although warned about the strength of the drinks here, had a bit too much of the lovely $10 vodka at carnegies. I remember being tipsy and sassing off some guy who was trying to chat her up who then high fived me because at least I was being bitchy in a witty way. Strange nights. We went visiting all sorts of places and did all sorts of things and met all sorts of people (well no, I just introduced her to my friends but I liked the syntactic parallelism I had going on there,) and I would write way too much here about her trip if I didn't stop, so I'll stop now.

(5) Lizzy's last day with us!! Man this was sad. But cute. We took adorable photos and watched Hairspray and danced the chicken dance and just talked and sat on her bed and rewrote 'shots,' (yes, the one by LMFAO,) into CATS, (as you do...)


AWWWWWWWW.

SEPTEMBER
(1) I barely remember September because I all I remember from it is moping around wanting to go to Uni already... I spent a lot of time inside (lol what's new,) and drew a lot. MAN, I MISS DRAWING EVERYDAY. New Year's Resolution is to start again!

(2) Chilled on the peak lots... (bit near my house where i go lots because there's Froyo - or there WAS. R.I.P




(3) Macau Trip 2!!! This one consisted of Esme winning 900 FREAKING DOLLARS FROM 20, surprise limo rides at 3 in the morning, visiting all sorts of clubs and casinos - hey did you guys know that the playboy club is actually really boring - eating in a chinese restaurant in the middle of a casino cause we were just hungry, and lying in the suite listening to Megan sing the song from An American Tail, (yes, the cute animated film about mice.)




(4) My Cute Leaving Gathering! We had Mariokart tournaments and then played football in the dark - SCORED 3 GOALS YEAH STILL HAD IT - and then the most amazing game of 40-40 home where I performed a ninja maneuver by hiding in a bush and then darting out to reach base. I also got scratches and dirt everywhere. Aidan came in useful because he was in charge of the BBQ - remember how everyone laughed when I said I was having a bbq just because i'm vegetarian god guys I wouldn't deprive ya'll of your meat... that would've been mean.. - and it was just such a lovely chill night.

(5) DISNEYLAND! The final visit. Everything was up for Halloween - Disneyland haunted houses are SCARY man, - and it wasn't so crowded and it was adorable and just nice. The Lion King show wasn't as good but we went on Space Mountain and took photos on that so that made up for it. AND THEN WE STAYED FOR THE FIREWORKS.


Okay I'm going to write a future blog post SOLELY on how much I adore fireworks. I WOULD, right? Fairylights queen and a magpie to anything light and glittery and shiny - the Disneyland ones are just so pretty with all the colours and lights and SIGH. Best things ever.



OCTOBER
(1) Going to uni! okay this was like the highlight of my life not just my year. Left my poor mother crying as I got into the cab and we went to the airport and I called Esme before I got on the plane. I was jittery and spent the entire plane ride considering every scenario. Spent a few days buying loads of stuff - and consequently spending loads of money - for uni and then I finally moved in and decorated my room.

(2) Met all my lovely hallmates and went to my first event at the SU - the fresher's party. I lost everyone because I'm useless, but I found a guy in another block in my accommodation and he escorted me back because he didn't know the way and I am obviously a fragile and delicate little flower who must not wander the streets alone at night in England.

(3) Met my coursemates!! It's weird to look back on this now, because there are roughly 40 of us, so it's a small course and a lot of us are quite close. I remember how I found Josh wandering around - I'd met him on the Saturday when we VERY coolly went 'HEY YOU'RE MY FRIEND ON FACEBOOK~' - and we managed to both - lately, may I add - find our first introductory lecture together. I remember having to have our photos taken and matching names to faces when we were forced to line up against a wall and have our photos taken like some weird mug shot.

(3) Skittles Vodka Night... ha... first super drunk uni night. (And probably the worst as well, ~being a good girl now~) this was for the paint party. Which I stayed 10 minutes for. This was eventful because we had a lecture the next day too and I was still fairly drunk. At least I crossed off 'turn up drunk to a lecture' off my uni list VERY early on (the third day, hah.)

(4) I made over 100 jello shots. Attended a fair few more student u events - this was before they said I wasn't allowed in, heh - and had loads of chill nights ~bonding~ with my lovely hallmates. Got quite close with a lot of them and just had a really nice chill time.

NOVEMBER
(1) I got a job, so was officially allowed back in the student U ~sneaky, huh.~ Did a few shifts and actually had a lot of fun. Met my colleagues who were - and still are - lovely people. Got to attend events I otherwise wouldn't be able to.

(2) Went to London, for the first time since I was 9. Stayed with my Aunt and caught up with my cousins which was really nice. Did all the tourist-y things. Had my first bubble tea in a long time and it was so beautiful that it made my eyes water.

(3) Started watching a lot of Horror films and making a lot of forts. This is significant because I now consider myself almost a professional in the art of fort building. I'd also collected about 6 sets of fairylights at this point - current count is at 8!!! - and generally it just started the whole trend of watching 1, or 2 films a night, which is lovely because I'm a film geek. (No way!)



DECEMBER
(1) My 18th birthday hahahah... I still stand by the fact that I did not pass out. I was in my bed. I fell asleep. Plus I woke up again so technically it was a powernap! I spent my actual birthday making Friendly Robot Companion and baking thank you cookies cause I'm damn considerate and grateful.



(2) Got my housing sorted! Well, due to the change of events, I actually didn't. I sat there and nodded my head and sometimes I spoke and then I signed a sheet of paper and then I paid. My housing arrangements had changed quite a bit so I just went with the flow, but it did take quite a big ~burden~ off my shoulders because now I do not have to worry about having to live in a cardboard box next year! (Although it would be a very nice cardboard box.)

(3) Our winter ball! This was a cute night and I took many cute photos. FIRST LEGAL NIGHT IN THE SU, WADDUP. Most people went as well, which was a nice change and we all just chilled and it was my last night out with everyone and it was just really fun, because I also saw my film people and Megan so it was like a lovely catch up, even as me and Sophie stood in the corner and frantically had a serious discussion concerning dramatic updates in both our lives.


With my bff Jordan who I miss dearly!!!

(4) And then I flew back home via the Journey From Hell. It feels weird writing about this in the past although it was in the past it's just because I'm still here. I went to Clockenflap and then I went out and went to New York Fries. Apart from that, I did not do much.

(5) Christmas!!! Most exciting because I got Arkham City - which I can't PLAY YET as my ps3 is in England!!! - and Skyward Sword - which I haven't played much because my TV broke and my dad likes to hog the one outside... It was just nice even though I had to go to lunch and go on a long journey to find Skyward Sword. I also got permission from my sister to bring the wii to uni - although I was planning to anyway - but it's nice to know i don't have to be sneaky and rude about it. This is a big deal for me, okay? I have big plans for next year.

(6) Made a campfire on the beach!!! If you know me in real life, you probably know that I really want to go to Alaska and have a campfire there. However, due to restrictions - like money - we decided to do a tester one on the beach in the day, before our cute one at night. Very successful! Me and Izzy also made Horchata - Mexican Rice Milk Drink - FINALLY, as we'd been planning to make it for like 2 years and just never got round to it.







So, that brings us pretty much to about here. Ya'll will notice my uni highlights are quite sparse and few and not detailed - the whole last 3 months were really a highlight and I've just been so happy. (Rather uncharacteristically so, actually. I hope this lasts...) And of course, I've written quite a bit, even if it's over the last few days and I'm getting fed up already AS I ALWAYS DO, SIGH.

This doesn't even really cover the highlights because there were a lot of highlights. 2011 has been a good year, one full of change and trying new things and meeting new people and breaking off bad friendships and going to new places and just coming to terms with a lot of things. I really liked this year, it gives me high hopes for next one.

Wanted to post this - BY THE WAY, PROPS TO YOU IF YOU READ THROUGH ALL THIS JUMBLE, HA - actually before New Year's Eve so I could do ANOTHER New Year's Eve post, which will typically be a ~sentimental deep meaningful~ thing, so because I'm me, it'll just be me trying really hard to be funny and trying to come across like I have something important to say.