We are golden because we're alive,We are nothing without our goodbyes,Illuminate our own way from inside,We shine so bright, we shine so bright.
They say you're always more creative when you're emotional as you put yourself into your work. I have just literally cried my soul out shed a few tears, my first in quite a long time. I have just said my final in real life goodbye to Lizzy. She's heading off to Beijing, and invited me and Esme - as together, we make up the simplets - round to her house for crepes, movies, and cheese plates. Camera, as promised, was brought along and promptly used and abused, as I'd also promised.
Esme came over earlier and we recorded a cute song we'd written for Liz, as well as a B-Side which was a story about a Gorilla & The Whale, (which is freaking adorable, to be completely honest.) We then went to Lizzy's, took adorable photos, had amazing crepes - salty crepes, then cheese plate, then sweet crepes omg crepes - watched Hairspray, then sat in her room and talked. And talked and talked. Talked so much I'd missed my chance to get the last bus home.
It's... really only just registered with me. All this people leaving business. And soon enough, it's going to be me? I'd always pictured my departure as me skipping through the airport with my suitcases, ready to finally get out of this place, ready for new adventures. But after tonight, not so sure. Sure, I'll miss this place...eventually. I'll miss some people here. I'll miss my family. I'll miss some aspects of this place, but whether my excitement will override my separation sadness, we'll have to see... I'm sure I'll blog about it either way, (I sure have been good with blogging recently!)
And whilst we're here, I'll through in two 'outfits,' if they can be named that. I always think to myself, "Ooh, I want to try look somewhat decent today," and forget about the fact that it's really not easy with the stifling heat and humidity here.
Didn't really wear that hat. I was joking. It was raining and I wanted to find one but that was the only hat I could find in my house... Top: ??? Shorts: Forever 21, I think?
Lizzy's last night out. Top: Again, god knows where. Shorts I think are forever 21 as well. Hair detail, yay! Necklaces from I Don't Know. I'm not very good at this.
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